During Wednesdays’ class, we all came together in a circle to listen to each others’ stories surrounding why they picked the female artist that they chose to write about. Listening to other peoples’ stories is something I have always valued and enjoyed. I find that when people open up about their experiences, good and bad, it allows room for others to know that they are not the only ones who went through such things. I think it makes for a more accepting atmosphere and can even bring healing to those sharing as well as those listening.
I thoroughly enjoyed taking the time to listen to everyone share a bit about their inspiration. No matter how nervous we all may have been, we each spoke and everyone listened. It was helpful to be able to relate to topics that others shared. Music has and always will be such a huge part of my existence. If I couldn't listen to music on the way to work or school every single day, I’m not sure what I would do. I know that many others feel the same way. For so many of us, music has helped us through some really difficult times, and maybe even some great ones too. It has been the one constant in this ever changing world.
Although my intentions were not to pinpoint a specific person or artist, I am finding it difficult to stay away from doing so. Professor Santos has talked about Fiona Apple, on and off the entire semester. So I knew of her and was aware of how much Professor Santos admired her. Going into class on Wednesday, I was not expecting to discover a new artist and fall in love with her, but that is exactly what ended up happening. Fiona Apple has been through quite a bit throughout her lifetime. Most of which, I can deeply relate to. Her song “Sullen Girl,” although I know that others in the class were not in favor of that song, I found it incredibly beautiful and powerful. Fiona says, when introducing that song during a live performance, “This song is about the tendency of the misunderstood to kind of sink into their own world.” I find this song to be a perfect illustration of such emotions. I can relate to the story behind this song as well, which I believe, allows me to find it that much more beautiful.
Through researching more about Fiona, I have fallen in love with her song Extraordinary Machine. It is a more upbeat song than Sullen Girl and the chorus is quite empowering and never fails to make me smile. I may even know all the words already! No matter how someone treats you, you have the power make the most of the situation, because we are all extraordinary. Some of the lyrics to Fiona’s songs just seem as if she is in my head. I think the depth of her heart and struggles, combined with her honesty and bravery is such a huge part of what makes her so incredible. Her talent sits on an entirely different pedestal.
Regarding anxiety, as I know a few people in the class have struggled with it, there is a video of Fiona Apple making a funny joke about her anxiety attacks. I think it goes back to what Professor Santos was saying, how, when someone tells their story it allows the listener to no longer feel so alone or even guilty. It makes it okay to experience those emotions. For anyone who would like to view the video, it is titles “Fiona Apple’s Awesome Speech [Funny].” It definitely made me laugh, and I hope it does the same for you too!
In conclusion, I think we all need to take more time to be open with each other. Not only with our story, but with things that have helped us along the way. Music is such a powerful tool and art form that can be used for so much good. All you need to do is press play and share it with those around you. You have the power to make a difference in someone else’s life. Be that person!
Karly,I loved your first paragraph so much. I really liked how you brought up the fact that others talking about their experiences allows for you to heal. There's totally a sense of comfort to know you aren't alone. Like I said in my post, music is universal, and you mentioned something about that as well. I personally find so much comfort in music. It's nice to feel like the "big celebrity" goes through similar situations that everyday people, like you and I go through. Awesome job! :)
ReplyDelete